Losing it!!!!!
Mood:  don't ask
I'm losing it. Noah is driving me nuts. The honeymoon period is over. I think he's colicky. He's crying and fussing all the time because of the gas problem, but the doctor swears it's normal and that it will pass. I'm seriously thinking of switching formula again. I cut down on pumping my breastmilk because it's too much for me. Everytime I had to pump, Noah would cry and I would have to take care of him. So now my breastmilk is not much (1 or 2 ounces per day) so I'm going to stop it. I haven't slept at all, and I'm grumpy and feel and look like shit. No time for me at all! I know it's part of being a new mom but right now I'm not liking it. Hubby could do a little more in helping out, like not running out to play chess as soon as he gets home. He needs to stay home and help out with the baby. He thinks because I'm home that I'm not tired and that I don't do anything? He needs to stay home with the baby (and I'll go to work) to see how hard it is. I need to get away for a while, just me, and come back refreshed. But that's not going to happen, right? Well I have to find other ways to cope. Gotta go, the kid is crying again......ahhhhhh!!!!!!!